I'm a big fan of Coop's art but I've also been enjoying his photos of April Flores and some of her friends. You can enjoy them too... right here.

You know I was happy this morning when I found out that one of my pieces got favorited on Deviant art. What this means is that someone picked one of my pieces to show off in their gallery of their favorite art.

Then I looked at the art he had up. A lot of it was feeder type shit.

Which I myself and my art have nothing to do with. You know I like a girl with a little meat on her bones. Not one that looks like she can't get out of bed. I just think that the feeder thing is just gross. that is not to say that someone who is very large should be treated like they are less than human.

I just feel like being unhealthy isn't something to aspire to. And I don't care what anyone will tell you, not having full mobility isn't healthy at all. So to actually push someone in this direction is pretty messed up. Its like foot binding or something. It seems like a control thing.

I don't care if some people won't like my art anymore either. I just can't support something like that in anyway shape or form. Right now I'm pretty broke but I most likely wouldn't do any feeder art unless I was paid a lot. Actually you know what ? I wouldn't do it period. I just find it hateful, like working for the nazis or something you know ?

Good night or morning actually. God what am I doing awake ?

Yesterday my friend S. called me up because she is giving a watercolor class. She is amazing BTW. So while we are talking she mentions that she thinks Heidi Klum is beautiful and she asks if I agree. So I tell her no. Her cheeks are all sunken in and she is too skinny. ( Okay for all of the skinny girls reading this. Listen I have nothing against skinny girls, I think they can even be beautiful like Natalie Portman. They just don't turn me on. And on the other hand there are plenty of ugly chubby/fat girls out there too. Body size doesn't make for beauty. Now I'll never have another girlfriend again. ) I went so far as to tell her that I don't find any of the super models hot. They are just clothes hangers to me. I guess people are attracted to them because they are what is shown to be attractive ? I don't know. And I'm not saying that everyone should be attracted to chubby women, but at least people should acknowledge that they can be attractive.

Most of the time chubby or fat women are the butt of jokes or hidden on TV or in the movies.( Yes there is a difference between chubby, fat and obese. At least to me. To a lot of people they are synonymous. Not in my world though. ) If you have ever seen the movie Pearl Harbor you may have noticed that the very attractive Sara Rue is constantly hidden behind the other two women. Which is a shame because I thought that she looked a lot better than the other two. I was hoping to see her in a bikini. But that wasn't going to happen.

Another movie this happens in is the movie Sideways Where one of the main characters tries to seduce a big girl. It's totally played for laughs, and while it is funny you know they went looking for a larger woman to play the role. Although the actress who played the part was no Sara Rue she wasn't an ugly dog either. Plus we were treated to a view of her breasts.

Which brings me to my next point. Since big breasts are deemed so attractive, why are the girls that are most likely to have them naturally considered so unattractive ? I love breasts, but I hate breasts implants. Most of the time they look fake or too perfect. You know I saw pictures of a model from a girly book who had asymmetrical breasts. I thought she was ten times hotter than your playboy playmate. She had the big breasts that nature gave her, not a doctor. BTW small breasts can be attractive too, just like big breasts can be ugly as sin. I could go into what makes for attractive breasts but I think that would bore you.

Another thing that most often occurs in chubby and fat women : Hips and shapely posteriors. If you think about it most of the feminine features are basically ..well fat. What is so attractive about bony hips ? I couldn't answer that. But a few weeks ago when I was at my friends SOHO apartment, he mentioned that the building across the way held the offices of the ford model agency. To which I was like " So what " "I'm not into models". His female friend was amazed. " But, all guys are into models" she said. I left it at that. Honestly I don't find them a turn on at all. The average models, the plus size ones can be hot. But, I think even they have a level of fakeness to them that is a turn off. Some flaws are good. I guess that is one reason that I thought the model with the off balance breast was hot. Well she also had a nice big butt too. Nothing wrong with that in my book. It's something to hold on to.

I guess I'm a tactile person so when I see an attractive woman I always think (at least in the back of my mind) how good she must feel to touch. Which brings me to another thing. Who the fuck said that a women with a six pack stomach is hot ? Who wants to touch that ? I don't want to think how muscular a girl is. I actually like for my girls to have a little bit of belly showing. Looks good and feels good too. Now I'm not talking about a spare tire or anything when I say little I mean it. Again fat doesn't automatically equal attractive. Just like it doesn't equal ugly either. I've seen plenty of girls that looked like they were 180 pounds that I wanted to have sex with on the spot. Can't say that about too many skinny girls. Even Natalie Portman. I think she is beautiful, but she doesn't turn me on.

So in closing Id say to all you women out there that feel like you are too "fat". Don't be so quick to go on a diet. You might burn away the things that make you really, really hot. On the other hand if you have health problems linked to your weight, by all means go on that diet, but don't go crazy. Some of us guys/
gals like your butts and thighs and we wouldn't want you to lose them.

PS In case you are wondering I'm pretty skinny. Every girl I've ever dated has at least weighed as much as me if not more. I'm like 150 and 5'11. So yeah I'm skinny. I just don't like my girls that way.